hi all again !..2day i am writing about being confused, not knowing what to do..in a total state of confusion and unable to act properly..many a time in our such a situation arrives and we obviously don't know what to do at such times, we ..(at list for me)..try to associate myself with a previous situation and react accordingly..m back now after a 1 month stint with a marketing and sales company..i left that job out of the work ethics and the way the company functions..definitely if i had hold on ..money were to follow in loads..but i was not able to stoop so low as money wouldn't be the driving force at this stage of life..now i young and strong and preach high ideals and ideas..so let it stay for a while..and would fight my lifetime to retain those ethics ideals and such stuff with anything i do..i am not ready to compromise with them..may be you believe its my hot blood doing the talking..well whatever it is..for the moment i am OK with what i am..i am not sure of what i will be doing where my real interest lies..but at-list i knew that my real interest was not money making at whatever the cost may be..that definitely i wouldn't be doing that!..
i am really confused at this stage of life of where i soud be heading to ..i am not able to zero in to anything concrete..but is that good or bad ???..i think its good..being confused is good..u are really thinking of doin what u would be doin for the next phase of ur life..coz.. this is a single lifetime u will be living..why not make the best use of it..rather then doin somthing that i dont like..i am willing to think out my interest and work towards..but the answer is not as simple as the question is..in the end really what matters is ...what ur doin ..r u really enjoyin it ??and with time the things u really like gets better and better and u feel to like it more and more as time passes..
so at the time being i am still making out and sorting out my mind of the things i like and would be pursuing ..